I never had a diary growing up; in my mind that was something for girls, or at least for the girls in after school specials. Now, in effect, I do have a diary, and I believe it’s starting to affect my brain. It’s something like being the newspaper editor in Spider-Man, looking at every situation with the ultimate goal of selling newspapers, making a big story out of something. I find myself having experienced something, and in the back of my mind I can not help but work out what would be a good title for the inevitable blog post.
In a way, this blog is a creative outlet for part of my brain I don’t get to use much as an engineer–the part of my brain that scored 700 on the verbal part of the S.A.T., and can’t help but copyedit the non-parallel sentence structure in Curious George books on the fly. It has, however, taken over my brain in a way that is now keeping me awake in the middle of the night, on a night when I should have been able to pull off close to 10 hours of uninterrupted sleep.
Tonight, at about 11:45pm, Anna screamed very suddenly. I was headed out bedroom door almost before I was awake, and it’s a really fortunate thing that there was nothing on the floor between me and the door. My first thought as I was jumping out of bed was that she must be hurt. Jennifer said something like, “It’s alright,” and I slowed down for just a moment, before the second thought hit me, which was that there might be someone or something in her room. I was prepared for anything.
As I ran down the hallway, she was running from her room into the nursery, still shrieking. As I picked her up, she stopped crying, but she was shaking and her heart was racing. I carried her into her room, verified that nothing else was in there, and sat on the bed with her for a couple minutes. Via some head-nodding I was able to ascertain that she had a nightmare, saw something in her room, and did not remember what it was. She yawned, and surprisingly, wanted to go back to sleep. I tucked her in and headed back to the bedroom.
The next hour was spent trying to go back to sleep, unsuccessfully, and to think up how to write this post. I’m hoping now that I have the post out of the way I can go baczhydrfegt;p/